Friday, November 7, 2008
On thing pisses me off and scares me at the same time.
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Today was parent-student-teacher conference. There my mom talked to my teachers about my progress.
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Dinner time was several minutes ago...my dad scolded me. Cus he said that "I should ask when I have problems in school" and "I should tell him when I need to get something for school."
Geez.
He's scolding himself also, he didn't realize. He's never at home. NEVER. He is barely around, and he never pays any attention to me. Grrrr. I wish I could throw my chicken wing at him and say that. But I knew I would be in bigger badder trouble.
I went to the bathroom twice so I won't be crying in front of dinner. My grandfather always said that for whatever reason you cry during mealtime it's like you're not being grateful for having rice in your bowl.
Anyway.
At least my mom is here now. At least I CAN tell HER my problems even if I can't tell my dad my problems.
In any case, my dad doesn't realize that the reason why I won't tell him or couldn't tell him is
1. He barely pays any attention to me.
2. He's NEVER around.
3. He wouldn't understand.
Oh well.
A dinner with the entire family can be harsh.
~Blue
posted at 4:04 AM
